back to post again ,, nth much to say juz wanna tell yoo tt ,, we are realli not meant to be together ,, we shoulden have fall in love wif each others at the first point of time u understand mah . i am sory realli veri sorry ,, did i hurts u lots ? it hurts mie lots lots lots ,, it realli pain ,, needle poking deep into moi heart ,, i cry lers ,, or should i say i diden . i have been a fool for a long time , keep tha secret in moi heart for a veri long period of time and finally ytd i told u wat i realli think lers , will u hide from mie ? `` friends forever ?? will we ? it is not easy to realli forget a person okays . trying to act happi lk nth realli happen infront of everyone ? this look stupid issit it ? but finally i told him wat i think ler juz lk i am putting down a veri big rock which have always been wif mie all this while . i am hurting u as while as myself `` but i knew tt it was impossible for us ders ; we took the wrong path in the first place ? i knew sorry is juz simply darm useless now le but still i am sorry . dun ever pity mie i hate tt , i dun nid tt kae ` ` wtf wat am i toking about man ? gone mad ler mahs ? expect others to know mie well . bullshits dun even understand myself well expect others to understand mie . i realli hate myself . blaming myself for being so useless . hate myself for being a fool . will everything juz ended lk this ?
stop all this rubish ler . toking about this is juZ no use lers , i am strong . i am strong . i am strong . I AM STRONG. nth could beat mie down der , loving yuu but as well as trying my best to forget yuu . hope nth could realli happen ` ` cries .

muhahahaha someone not single animore lers wors : )) tt person should noe who i mean ,, : pp mua stay happi alwasy kae ,, anithing muz tell mie orh dun keep it to yrself , ahem ahem , u muz treat her gd gd orh if not i kill u sia , best wishes to both of yuu : )) take care too .

tha cut in my heart is simply juz too deep . nth could mend my br0kenheartt __ `
everything juz ended lk this .